Hey. This week is being very difficult for me. Too many things to deal with. Too many death. Too much for me. I just wanna leave. I'm tired of world. Life is too unffair, I mean, I think I deserve to be happier than I really am. A friend's death, m* problems, family problems, friends problems, self-esteem problems, and suicidal thoughts. They destroy me. I don't think I can say one more word, smile once again.