Hey. Talking about something that maybe won't change your life ( I think anything I write here changes someone's life, but never mind), but I really want to tell this to the world, because she deserves this, or even more, but I'm not good enough to do more than this. That's me, a weak stupid and dumb girl, that as much as she wants to surprise one of her best friends, never had a idea good enough... Never mind.
So well, let's make this a story; we have 3 characters: X, a girl from Portugal, Z, a girl from germany, and A, then you see.
So, X has many problems with self-esteem, she thinks she's not good enough (the truth is that she isn't), that the  first person she trusted the most pasted away, and since that she's never been the same, a girl that never listened to someone saying "I'm proud of you", someone that every week listens "I don't know why you are my daughter". Is it supposed that she feels happy and confident? I don't think so.
And then we have Z, a girl from Germany, with social problems as well, and other things that I'm probably not allowed to say on the internet. Well, the point is that Z is a awsome person.
Z knows how to make X smile like anyone else, she is always here for everything, she was the first person that told her in X's whole life "I'm proud of you"! Z always knows what to tell her when she is sad, she has the beautiful talent to make her smile and cry (of happiness) at the same time! She never gets bored of X, she never told her to shut up, she never disappointed her... She means so much more than people that are this ( I mean -        -) to her... She is in germany, X is in Portugal! Fuck, a distance of   2,206km, 21h30...! And they are best friends! This relationship shows so many things:
- that distance doesn't kill any relationship if people want; it can make it stronger... (altough it is fuckin awful -.- )
- that friendship doens't choose a city, a country, a language, a religion, an age, hair coulor, and all that: this friendship is pure;
- that people you call "forever alone" and "antisocial" can really have friends that care about them!
- while your hanging around and saying mean things about someone on their backs, we are talking with each other, not about you, but about ourselves, which have problems and story to tell, not a milion of mistakes the other people did...
- and more than everything, it shows how strong a real friendship can be: it remains pure and strong even so distante...
I don't care what you call me or if you hate me, or if you think I'm not able to make friends easily, God gave me something much important than the gift of having 100 "supposed" friends: He gave me Hope, my shooting star! I love you! <3