Hey. You are probably thinking "Oh yeah, she is alive!"; I know I don't write for a long time. Well, today, and because I don't have anything to do, I decide to write a little bit. So, I thought to write about suicide. And well, on this blog, suicide is just a very normal subject, but I never really told you my vision of it. In my opinion, suicide is something very bad and dangerous, on that part I agree. But sometimes when people are talking and they say that someone commit suicide, they ask many times "why? he/she had money, family, and everything... What did he need?", and well, suicide is very connect to a psychological part that sometimes has anything to do with material things, or having a family or not. It is extremely connect to the fact that something is missing to the poeple that commit suicide, or attempt to. Life is not easy to anyone, and I'm conscious of that, but sometimes having money, a job, or a house, isn't enough to keep people alive. Feelings like guilt, having no self-confident, being useless, to disappoint everyone, not being important, .... I mean, there are so many feelings going on a suicidal mind. And people don't seem to understand that. When someone wants to commit suicide, people shouldn't underrate, saying that he has no corage to do that. Cause, trust me, I've been in that side, and everything can happen, when we want to do that, we have a strengh that, sometimes, we didn't know we had. It is dangerous. And, think, is it just the suicidal that doesn't feel good about it? I mean, thinking that something similar happens to you (I hope it never happens to you), how would you feel, knowing you could avoid that? And I've got to say, and also because if I didn't say this I would feel guilty, I had a really good friend when it comes to that subject. She is probably the only person I know that if she knew what I feel, she would be the only one answering like that, and showing how much it would affect her. And suicide is something that doesn't affect only the person that attemps, or commits, everyone around will feel something about it, and acording to the relationship you have with the person you'll experience it in a different way. And all those feelings can be avoid, if people around help with that process, cause a fragile person is not able to build his/her own world alone. People around make part of that world, and if instead of helping you just bring it down, it is like you were helping in the self-destruction process.
But, in summary, what I really want you to think about is this: is there anyone around me that could suffer like this?