quinta-feira, 5 de janeiro de 2012
05/01/2012
Hi again... Today my day was just awful... My relationships are getting worse than ever... I'm just not patient enough to deal with it. I feel that I'm never honest to anyone, when I know so well that I say everything that I think it's true. I feel like I'm dying slowly, and I'm afraid of the end. And I'm not the only one whose afraid of it, I have some people that are really worried about me, they think I can have a depression, which was not very good... I sometimes think that I can have one, but I don't want to have it... I really think that I should go to the psychiatrist, just to check if everything is fine. My mind is a total mess, I have problems after problems, small things that grow and grow and grow, and then, I realize that it is a huge problem. I need support, and I have support of 3 people??? I feel it is really unfair, because I think I'm a good person!!! People just don't respect me, treat me as a piece of trash... It is really awful... Do you think I should talk to the doctor? Do I have a depression??? I mean, I'm a bit young, but I thought about suicide for a couple times, and it scares me... What do you think?? Feel free to comment!!
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Well . First of all i'm sorry for you ,because you loose your friends slowly and i've done this time . I could understan how you feel if you loose your friends ,cause i do (i mean in my reality). The first days wanna kill you because you like it to be around people &nd suddenly you're not ,but in those months ,i realized that i feel free ! You can do what you want ,you don't have to make it for anybody perfect accept you and you still find time for things which you didn't had the time to do ,for example this Blog !
ResponderEliminarSecond point of this post is the "Doctor" Thought ! I went there 2 times ,i just felt overrated between all those childern with their cutted arms &nd those childern which have adhd ( attention deficit hyperactivity disorder ) . I told them lies (both times) cause i felt soo overrated there and i'm pretty sure that they won't really help you accept for giving you medicine which makes you feel like a junkie &nd that means that you're feeling MORE missunderstood as you usually was ,so leav the doctor ,talk with your 3 close friends. Sometimes they're waay better than all those doctors (and i don't say this becasue i'm afraid of every doctor) ! Or talk with your mum about it . i started to realize that my mum have the same personality than i have ! I hope i can help you with that .
xoxo ♥
It is still hard cause I feel I've lost everything... But you help me a lot and thanks for the support :)
ResponderEliminarsometimes doctors overrated...