06/01/2012

Let me start like this "HEADSHOT!!!!!". Kinda strange, no? Well, it is the perfect expression to show how I feel. It is a brain storm in my head. In one hand, I have the "depression case" and in the other hand I have the "friendship problems". And when I think of it, I don't see a way out of this. It looks like a snow ball downing the mountain, and getting bigger and bigger. The problem is that I don't know what's gonna happen when it stops. I'm so afraid of the end of the cycle... I don't know what is going to happen, it can be the best thing in my life, and be happy forever, or I can do the biggest mistake in my life, and keep living in this hell. I think to much about life, that it just looses every meaning, and, at the end, it is as important as one hair. I really don't know the end.