Hey there! So, today I decided to do something different: I'm gonna tell you a story. It all starts on the October 2nd 2011. There was a girl called Beatriz that met another girl called Hope. They started chatting, by messages, and they kinda liked each other. They were very look-a-like, they have the same musical taste, the same idol, the same problems. With the time, they become talking and talking even more, and they became like sisters. Anything could separate them. Not even the distance between germany and portugal. Hope understood Beatriz 200% well, she knows her better than anyone else. When B. tought she had no turning back, when she tought suicide was the only way to break free from the pain, Hope came out. It was like her salvation, her tourniquet.
One day, Hope wrote a letter to Beatriz:

"On the 2nd October 2O11 i had the privilege to meet somebody. To meet somebody who accepts me to 2OO%(how she told me). It's awesome if you find someone, who you can call "Sister" or "Soulmate" without even seeing her in reality(But i wish i could do it,so everything would be easier for us).we both share the same problems. we both like the same stuff. we both live "coincidencely" like looser. FOREVER ALONE, but now we're TOGETHER ALONE. We can talk about EVERYTHING! seriously, everything! for example we can talk about eyes and situations that happen to us some seconds ago.We can laugh together, we cry together. We're making each other happy. You tell me that i've got the talent to make you smile? Dâmn, you just do the same to me and in my opinion you can do it better because when i see you online , i start smiling and you save my day with it! I know it sounds weird if i say this but i'm happy if you're telling me your mistakes because it makes you more real and you're a bit like an idol to me because i respect you and worship you. You can be proud babe. I LOVE you, I LOVE you, I LOVE you! I'll never let you go. i promise. if i do, i'm the dumbest person you've ever met! ~a letter to someone i totally adore, called Beatriz Vilela"

And this is Beatriz's reply:
"Well, on the 2nd October, I met someone that is much more than a best friend, a sister; someone that I could chat for hours and hours, we always have something to say to each other. Someone that, even I never saw face to face, means so much more than some people I spend my days with; Someone that accepts me the way I AM. Someone that doesn't care how looser, or dumb, or stupid I am. Someone that, instead of critizing me, helps me and makes me see where I did wrong; Someone that knows allmost everything about me; Someone that cries, laughs, smiles next to me; Someone that have the talent to make the sun shine, when I have a rainy day; Someone that saves my day; Someone that makes me feel happy and that I mean something to someone; Someone that knows my mistakes and my qualities; Someone that, even when I say the dumbest thing about me, accepts me and agrees with me!; Someone that understands my traumas and problems; Someone that deals with my suicidal tendences and junky personality; Someone that never told me to shut up, she listens to me untill 2 am, man!; Someone that I can talk about everything: imagine, we speak about eyes, next minute we speak about suicide, and then we go to the "m's" of our lifes! I mean, what more can I ask for?; Someone that admire, that I LOVE and I never want to loose; Someone that makes me cry everything I read to her letter; that someone, is much more than just someone, is Hope. I love you Hope, thanks for being here when I need, thanks for taking me out of the dark hole I was coming to. I love you, I adore you. I'll never let you go... <3 <3