Hey guys. I'm sorry I don't update much, but every day is being a constatle battle against myself.
I'm totally tired of all these shit. It seems like everything is getting worse.
My fear of gaining weight is bigger everyday, but at the same time, I can't stop eating. I eat less at lunch, but when I'm at home at dinner my mum always makes me eat a lot, and I don't wanna vomit. But it seems to be the only solution.
These last weeks were really bad because I always felt so hungry, and I gained 400g. I desesperatly need to go to the